The Butterfly House [MP3 320kbps]

you go out into the night, alone
you heard about this cool new spot, where the cool kids go, where the nightlife is, where the boys are, the girls are, the theys are, the faes are, everybody knows about this place
you arrive
a phone is ringing in your head
you ignore it
you are offered something, something you've never seen before, something you'll never see again
you are told that one dose of this and you'll never be the same

you do not wish to be the same

you be merry
you fly
you soar
the phone keeps ringing
your anxiety spikes
you see a voicemail that you never wanted to hear
you make the call
no answer
wasted, lonely, and utterly not in a sane state of mind, you wander the desolate, desperate streets
you've been to an oasis, but now you must face the desert of melancholy
the desert of insanity
the realm of the unreal in an unsafe space

you don't know where you're going

you don't even know where you've come from anymore

who even are you

you think you've found a second wind, and make a mad rush for where you think home is

you don't know where home is anymore


you no longer know yourself
perhaps you never did



you fully succumb to the madness, lost in a darkness that never abates, a darkness through which light cannot pierce its veil





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